life and people

They say that life is a box of chocolates, you’ll never know what
you’re gonna get…. one minute you are enjoying the sweet, milky ones
and next minute you’re eating those bitter ones that not too many
likes…

it’s funny thinking about it though. those bitter dark
chocolates, they say are good for a persons health…but comparing
chocolates to real life, those dark ones are the challenges, problems,
difficulties that we encounter in our life…is it also good for us? i
guess at some point it is…because those things makes us stronger,
better and wiser in life…

but if life is a box of chocolates,
so are people. You’ll never really know what’s inside a persons mind.
some like it just sweet and delicious. that all things are going well
and smooth for them. some like it a bit bitter..you know, they like
feeling pain and hardship to get by life. some likes it with
variation…with a little cherry inside or coconut or caramel…they
don’t like just plain living….but all in all…they enjoy life.
whatever kind of chocolate they may be having.

the past 2 weeks
has been really hard for me. leaving my job, deciding to move (finally)
to another location that is really far from home… I am scared. I am
nervous. I get sleepless nights…but then, for those who know me,
really knows me..they do know that my fears won’t stop me from doing
what I’ve set my mind into doing. But i’m having mixed feelings right
now. I do miss home. I do miss my sisters and my brother and my
parents..i just don;t show it that much coz I don’t want to be backing
up and forgetting everything I’ve just made…I’m feeling sad lately.
down. but I have to snapped out of this soon…really soon coz its not
healthy. I have to go back to my perky self.

I am missing you.
but you don’t know it. I don’t what to let you know. I’m scared. oh my!
what’s with all these fears that I am having?!  Am I losing confidence
now? hmmm… dangerous…but yeah. i do miss.

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